When I was a young miss, my parents presented me with the opportunity of my young lifetime. Horseback riding lessons. This in itself was a great sacrifice of time, money, patience and more so for my mother because of her absolute fear of horses. She couldn't bear to see her less than 90 pound little girl on a great big 1200 pound "blood thirsty beast". Horses do not eat meat, nor will they ever eat meat. They *will* however, occasionally hold a pathological grudge against the two legged. Specifically, two legged teen girls with long brown braided hair. Those ones drive unbalanced quadrupeds right over the edge firmly into the realm of insanity. There were plenty of horses in the barn to choose from, don't get me wrong. I rode all of them. Calm, sedate steeds who would never ever think about deviating from the steady clip, clop, clip, clop that droned through the barn each hour of each and every day that passed. Wonderful schooling masters who would correct themselves in spite of the gangly uncoordinated rider giving every mixed signal in the book. They were so good, you could stand in the center of the ring with the trainer and speak commands that the horse would follow with a zealots loyalty. *yawn* Good for practicing your show ring smile. Perfect. Tepid.
The antithesis of a schooling master was a beautiful chestnut morgan named Shasta. She was the pride and joy of a trainer I had as a young teenager, and the trainer had owned her since she and the horse were young. She could do no wrong! She was the embodiment *PHYSICALLY* of the perfect horse, and I admit she was quite a looker. She unfortunately was unhinged from any sort of reality and was bent on breaking at least one of my bones each week. It was like a personal goal of hers. This sort of psychopathy was truly legendary. To this very day, I am so sure that had the horse whisperer come to meet our dear Shasta, he would now be known as the kitty cat whisperer. Or the wombat whisperer. ANYTHING but the horse whisperer. She had that effect on people. What a gem.
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Separately, those words are innocent. Put together like that... I wanna cry. |
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Bring it, horse. |
But she was so pretty! And she moved like a four legged ballet dancer! When I got on her, it was like trying to control the pure fury of a tornado. A really, really graceful tornado.
Typically the lesson would begin by be going out to the paddock to try to catch her. She would squeal and snort all in an attempt to return me from whence I came, all to no avail. This was not exclusive to me, she greeted everyone except the trainer in this warm and cuddly fashion. When she saw or heard the jangling of the halter, she would pin her ears and they would remain in the pinned position unless she had A) thought of a particularly brutal tactic to unseat me or B) she was back in the paddock munching on her hard earned hay.
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Why do I bargin with a terrorist? |
After spending twenty or so minutes dodging her hind hooves, getting head butted, stepped on, farted at, bit, and trying to remove the mud and grit she loved to roll in as I was approaching her paddock, I would finally have a presentable horse to tack up. Shasta would take in a deep breath as soon as the saddle came into view and make it nearly impossible to cinch up the girth around her bloated chest. Luckily for me, I had a trick for that. (*No* I didn't ram my knuckles into her ribs) I would put the saddle and bridle on and walk her until the poor thing had to breathe. Then when she would exhale, I'd tighten it up bit by bit. She hated me because she HAD to breathe. Ha. Thank you biology!
Upon entering the ring, my trainer waiting patiently in the center ready to purr out soothing words of instruction to my young horse crazy mind, I would mount the beast. Each and every time, I hoped that she would just do what I was asking her to do without the battle of might, which she would win every time, or the locking of wills, which at best was a 50 / 50 draw. Even getting her to take a step was sometimes a ten minute bargaining session. The frustration was made more poignant by the soft spoken coo of my trainer, looking on at her most favorite steed, and puffing out obvious instructions to the dolt atop of her.
Nothing struck fear in my tender heart like the triumphant words of my trainer "AH! There you go!" Those words, meant to inspire feelings of success only meant one thing to me. Shasta was about to become a very spirited ride. Every time those words were uttered in a lesson, something terrible was about to happen. She would climb the walls, spin around, bite or kick another horse, her head would spin and she would projectile vomit green pea soup. Oh no... wait.. I'm getting her mixed up with another demon.
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On your mark! Get set! Break your bones! |
Normally, the sensation of being aboard a beautiful mount, hair blowing in the wind, the horse and rider moving as one is truly a beautiful thing. Sadly when that feeling is injected by a premonition of doom, your young life flashing before your eyes and the acrid scent of abject terror, the moment is sort of ruined. No longer was I a teenager in the middle of a sedate dressage lesson, but the unwilling passenger on a tilt-a-whirl powered by pure nitrous oxide. A crazed carnival ride that holds some strange grudge and who, against nature itself, craves the taste of *my* blood. She meant business, and she was the CEO of pain. At some point in the melee she ceased to be a horse, but became the full on four legged embodiment of a norse (sounds like HORSE. No coincidence there) berserker.
As horror typically goes, these scenes seemed to drag on forever and I am lucky enough to have a prefrontal cortex FULL of these babies! I mean they go on and on. In the barn, on the trails, on the cross country course, after giving her a bath. Shasta was terrible. I would undoubtedly gain some semblance of control long enough to grind out that this horse was being "mare-ish" (which is the equivalent of saying she is PMSing.) and my trainer would look at my white knuckles, the sweat rolling down my face and Shasta's body, see the tell tale tick in my left eye and conceded that I had enough. With a sigh and a nod, she would release me from this torture and permit me another horse for the remainder of my lesson.
Poor Shasta dripping with malevolence would not realize that she in fact won. One or two laps around the arena at a very secured, very collected trot would be enough to satisfy my soft spoken task master and I was finally allowed to dismount. Immediately, Shasta would drop to the ground and try to roll the saddle off of her.
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Git this saddle offa... wait! Did you say BARN? |
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Right then and there as we began our walk of shame through the arena and back to the barn her whole outlook on life would change. Her ears would perk up, she would have acquired a bounce to her step (if only she would do that in the ring for me) and every great once in a while, she would nuzzle my shoulder and puff the back of my head with her breath. *sigh* She really was pretty.
All the riders in the barn were subject to this brand of inhumane treatment weekly by trainer and horse. On occasion, I would be grooming a schooling master, dull and doe eyed and hear a tell tale shriek rip through the barn. All of us who were getting ready for our lesson would raise our eye brows ever so slightly as we looked over the stall walls at each other. Someone in the area is taking one for the team. When that rider burst out of the ring battered and bruised with a jolly Shasta tip toeing her happy carousel horse trot behind them, we would nod in acknowledgment of the sacrifice made that day.
I still love horses and always will. I have learned to stay away from the ones with a vendetta.